I miss my time with you

Father,

I guess I missed you. My prayer life has been in a mess ever since I've started to become busy... busy with everything.

Work. Youths. Choir. CHOICE friends. Online friends. But you were not in the list.

I have no time for contemplation; no time for blogging about You; no time for reading articles about you; no time to speak to others about you; no time to even stare at the Cross for a while and say "Good Morning, Lord", "I'm sorry Lord", and not even "Good night, Lord"!

Father, have I screwed my whole life? I felt that it has been so meaningless... life is so dry. I'm so sorry for letting you down again.

Would you be my saviour again?