Why?

Father,

I received two heavy blows from life today.

Firstly, a choir member who thought that I take things for granted and refused to listen to my explanation, and then concluded that I'm not trustworthy. It hurts me. So deeply.

Secondly, I accidentally saw the mobile phonebook of my brother, who's a lapsed Catholic; found out that my name in the phonebook is "Underwear" and my father's "Motherfucker". It feels like sprinkling salt onto a fresh wound.

Lord, what's wrong with people today? They become so heartless. So unreasonable. So violent. So inhuman. They are like stinking corpses, the walking dead.

Lord, have I ever been so inhuman in the past? If yes, please forgive me, I sincerely ask for your mercy! Lord, is there a way to change these people? Ahh, stupid question. Of course there is. Nothing is impossible for You!

Lord, I thank you for all these situations. They could have been worse! Take these, my Lord, my sufferings as an offering to You, as You unite them to Your own, for the atonement for my sins and those of the whole world.

I love You too.