I almost skrewed myself up...

Hi Daddy,

You've seen and heard everything this morning after Communion, right? No no, I'm just not the type of person who likes to be seen weeping or crying when praying.

I just couldn't help it, Father. Perhaps, You feel the same way too? When you love someone so much but you cannot see him or be together with him, that longing will cause you to seek desperately for him; at times when you're so tired of seeking, you will feel so hopeless and dry that you want to give up... and that is the time when you'll cry, you just miss him so so very much, and how you wish you were in his arms that very moment.

Maybe you don't feel that way. You can see me, You can feel me, and You must have held me in Your arms before... but I didn't know when.

Father, I'll continue seeking You and Your Truth, so that my longing would be filled... by You alone.